Under CCTV surveillance

The condo which i am living at currently has been trying to improve much since the change of management. CCTVs has been installed and now they are in the process of making access cards for residence >.< I figure it'll be very much a hassle because residence have to go all the way down and pick their visitors (I think) we'll see how it goes.

Anyways, this is not what this post is about..=P

Now, everytime i enter the lift, at the corner of my eyes, i have a natural tendency to give a quick glance at the black, semi circled, shiny CCTV. Just to make sure it's there and i don't do anything disturbing, silly or embarrassing. Not like I do it before the CCTVs were installed. hehe

Today's lift experience was a tad bit different because instead of just going through the mundane standing and stoning, looking straight ahead at the lift's doors, throwing in some head movements towards the ticking floor counter and waiting for the lift to go *ting!*, God spoke to me! Just to make it clear, it wasn't an audible voice okaaaay.. if it was, the guards at the guard house will have gone into a laughing spree staring into the CCTV monitor looking at me go berserk!

God planted in my thoughts saying He is very similar to the CCTV. He is forever watching and making sure we're safe and sound. Although we do make silly and stupid mistakes in life, I'm very sure God doesn't have a laughing carnival with His angels; instead He embraces the moment and holds us tight in His ever comforting arms.

Moreover, He brought me to the following verse, Proverbs 13:1...

"A wise son heeds his father's instruction,

but a mocker does not listen to rebuke"

It is very clear to me that the word 'son' is referring to me. haha. So, why should I heed my father's instructions? Well, 1st of all, I know that whatever my Heavenly Father instructs me is for my good and all things works out well according to His timing. And of course, I wana be wise ;)

Most of the time, the Bible always use a male's role to depict a situation, how about the girls? The ladies? Well, I guess if God would have continued and advised the females, I think it’ll be
"A wise lady marries the wise son" =D haha.

Moving on, a mocker! They are the ones who ridicule by mimicry of actions and are annoying. haha. I don't blame them because rebuke is harsh and very hard to swallow; I guess they just miss out on being WISE! =) and the blessings of God ofcozzz.

God is amazing! (Believe me, that's an understatement) He knows our every thought, feeling and situation, He speaks when we open our spiritual ears for we are 2/3 spiritual =) (aaahh~ something new for some of you to know huh?) Well, it's very true; we ARE more of a spiritual being than physical.

Now~ who said God can't speak to a hardhead? hehe ;)

Another inspiring song and talented band produced by God...


Leeland - Beautiful God

When the storm is raging all around me
You are the peace that calms
My troubled sea
And the cares of this world
Darken my day
You are the light that shines
And shows me the way

Oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me!

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord

When my sin is all that I can see
Your grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all I can give
Your gentle Spirit gives me strength again
And oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me

And I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It’s Your mercy that has made me free!

You’re beautiful, my Lord
You’re beautiful, my Lord

I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It's Your mercy that has made me free!

While I'm waiting - John Waller

Aights.. it's time to wipe the dust off this blog and give it some colors. I don't really know if forever sitting on the stairs will ever bring us higher.

So, i watched a movie in CG y'day night entitled 'FIREPROOF' and it is filled with deep insides about marriage that draws one mind to a stand still ponder of relationships and how God intended it to be. Grab hold of the movie if you have the chance yea =)

I've come to realize, with the help of God that I'm going no where far because I'm not going/running towards HIM. Lead your heart and never allow it room to lead you together with it's ow-so-cunning assistant - Ms. Feelings.

'While I'm waiting' by John Waller is such a simple, soothing and assuring song that I'm holding dear in my life now. While I'm waiting on you God, I owe it to myself to be molded, nurtured and built by You. Sweet waves will come crashing over you one day.. just stay afloat and you'll find out ;)







I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord

Time is like a screwdriver
It can either loosen or tighten
You go figure...

Pierced Away

" He's tired..."

"He's not feeling Well..."

"yea the weather ain't that good nowadays.."

"He's not Feeling well..."

"............"

The only thief i can & will 4give

7 but 1 year past

3rd of Jan.. Sophie's bday. We thought of you in our own quiet and hopeful way. I'm sure you got my song dedication to you, right dear? As you like it, your favorite song, You get what you want by New Radicals. Indeed you have a very mature and groovy taste of music ;)

5th of Jan.. Sophie's 1year anniversary.. but.. the whole of Heaven was celebrating the returning and birth of a very special angel i'm sure of that =')

IN MY DREAMS

Your pretty smile makes me wonder

Why your pretty face has to wander

Touch my hands and I’ll find you

My heart aches beyond comprehension, so

Meet me in my dreams so I

Can play with you through the night

Meet me in my dreams so I

Can see you face to face and cry

Stay in my heart all times

To have you near is divine

Finding you in the strangest places

Seeing you behind my eyes

Feel your warm hugs and kisses

Something I have to keep precious, so

We miss you

We love you

We’ll try to stand

(Coz you did it all)

-daryllT-

seeyousoonsophie

*ZAPZAP*

xoxo

Endlessly - B4-4

Late at night you called on the phone,
We talked about the day,
When you found out he was cheating.
You tell that it hurts to the bone,
To trust someone that way.
To find that he was deceiving,
And I know I've always just been your friend,
But if you look my way,
I'll make sure you'll never hurt again.

Do you know I exist, just to promise you this,
Endlessly to be true to you,
And if you answer my prayer,
I cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you,

And if you'd only see,
How beautiful you and I would be, endlessly.
Ohh, oh yeah.
I remember when you fell in love,
I could not believe..
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above,
And put my heart away.
So that you could be free.
And I know that right now you're broken in two,
But did you know my heart's been broken since that day I met you.

Do you know I exist, just to promise you this,
Endlessly to be true to you,
And if you answer my prayer,
I cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you,

And in my sweetest dream,
You've learn to put your faith in me, endlessly,
Sometimes the thing you need,
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me,
How beautiful you and I would be.

Do you know I exist, just to promise you this,
Endlessly to be true to you,
And if you answer my prayer,
I cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you,

And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be, endlessly

Make fun and laugh in the dark
while silent shines

Don't clown around!

BE AFRAID......be VERY AFRAID...

Tim's famous-must-do after clowning pontianak face problem!
haha

Children Church Christmas Party came and went like a shooting star! ALL our hardwork and practices has been well paid off. So, who would ever thought i will be a clown right? Riiight? *glares* hehe. Presenting fellow clowns who transform from real world to clown world, where all our thoughts and actions were childish and somewhat disoriented =P

During our 1st rehearsal and make up session...

Jacky aka smiley

I think he's the most experienced in the clowning world than any of us jokers,
see the way he pose too. haha

ooh ooh! that's me! aka rock star? big star? star star? =S

Clown model. yeeah~ i can do that =P

Cuttiie clown

After all our practices and sweats that drool from our faces while dancing and acting.. finally came the day for all talented clowns to clown up and perform!

During actual day (12 Dec '08) of Childern's Church Christmas parteeey...
Presenting the whole ClownCrew....

Mr. Leong aka sadface (not very sad huh?) ? stage cleaner?

Finish up your make up! sheesh!

And again, Jacky aka smilley

Yea ok we know

Still smiling ey? =.=

David aka naughty

Look so innocent! YEAH RIGHT and LEFT!

HAH! don't be fooled.
That's MY rightful wig!

Timothy aka sleepy

*yawn*

Tryin' to act cute huh?

=S c'mon Tim! sleep already! hehe

Uncle Steven aka bouncy?

Before

After! i was TOLD to tilt muh head kays... hee

*sluurps* taste like plastic. hmmm~

Posaaaa for the cameraaaaa

My ow-so-dear harworking make up artist, Aunty Elsie! because i sweat a lot ( not as much as Tim) she always has to give me a touch up. haha
She's a professional clown and teacher btw ;)

Aunty Jamie!
She's so humble and always ready to learn. 1st time doing make up for clowns and may i say,
she does a fantastic job =)

Put on your clown faces!
Heeey~ looks like cheerleaders face too! HAHA

Again Naughty! he stole my wig that rigtfully belongs to muh head! >.<

He's a funnay dude.
p/s: Female clowns, Naughty's single and available? *winks*

Us standing above with our own make up artist.

Felt more like a celebrity with the amount of camera flashes and " aaah! my turn my turn..one more one more ppplsss!" haa

Looks like the ladies are attracted to clowns..hmmm
weird. Wonder if clowns get paid well...hehe

1st day of makeup.
We were told to do our own! But.. we were'nt that pro yet so we were pampered through out =P

Aights that's it from the clown. Wonder when's the next clowning for me...soon? maaaybe =P
Take good care ya'll and behave yea. GB

-dT-

That's all fo-o-o-folks~

This Blog is/was solely for my traveling updates. Every good thing has an end. Time is calling this blog now. However... I'll be a rebel and make exceptions, blog post on my '08 hyped up travels is official no more. But, this blog will be kept alive. It'll be lively dead though, just to warn you guys out there. =) If there are things worth posting, it'll be up and readable, if there isn't any, then it'll be living on life support. heeee
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Signing off
-dT-