Monday, March 30, 2009

Under CCTV surveillance

The condo which i am living at currently has been trying to improve much since the change of management. CCTVs has been installed and now they are in the process of making access cards for residence >.< I figure it'll be very much a hassle because residence have to go all the way down and pick their visitors (I think) we'll see how it goes.

Anyways, this is not what this post is about..=P

Now, everytime i enter the lift, at the corner of my eyes, i have a natural tendency to give a quick glance at the black, semi circled, shiny CCTV. Just to make sure it's there and i don't do anything disturbing, silly or embarrassing. Not like I do it before the CCTVs were installed. hehe

Today's lift experience was a tad bit different because instead of just going through the mundane standing and stoning, looking straight ahead at the lift's doors, throwing in some head movements towards the ticking floor counter and waiting for the lift to go *ting!*, God spoke to me! Just to make it clear, it wasn't an audible voice okaaaay.. if it was, the guards at the guard house will have gone into a laughing spree staring into the CCTV monitor looking at me go berserk!

God planted in my thoughts saying He is very similar to the CCTV. He is forever watching and making sure we're safe and sound. Although we do make silly and stupid mistakes in life, I'm very sure God doesn't have a laughing carnival with His angels; instead He embraces the moment and holds us tight in His ever comforting arms.

Moreover, He brought me to the following verse, Proverbs 13:1...

"A wise son heeds his father's instruction,

but a mocker does not listen to rebuke"

It is very clear to me that the word 'son' is referring to me. haha. So, why should I heed my father's instructions? Well, 1st of all, I know that whatever my Heavenly Father instructs me is for my good and all things works out well according to His timing. And of course, I wana be wise ;)

Most of the time, the Bible always use a male's role to depict a situation, how about the girls? The ladies? Well, I guess if God would have continued and advised the females, I think it’ll be
"A wise lady marries the wise son" =D haha.

Moving on, a mocker! They are the ones who ridicule by mimicry of actions and are annoying. haha. I don't blame them because rebuke is harsh and very hard to swallow; I guess they just miss out on being WISE! =) and the blessings of God ofcozzz.


God is amazing! (Believe me, that's an understatement) He knows our every thought, feeling and situation, He speaks when we open our spiritual ears for we are 2/3 spiritual =) (aaahh~ something new for some of you to know huh?) Well, it's very true; we ARE more of a spiritual being than physical.

Now~ who said God can't speak to a hardhead? hehe ;)

Another inspiring song and talented band produced by God...


Leeland - Beautiful God


When the storm is raging all around me
You are the peace that calms
My troubled sea
And the cares of this world
Darken my day
You are the light that shines
And shows me the way

Oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me!

Beautiful Lord
Awesome and mighty
I’m captured by this love I see
Beautiful Lord
Tender and holy
Your mercy brings me to my knees
It’s Your mercy that has made me free
Beautiful Lord

When my sin is all that I can see
Your grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all I can give
Your gentle Spirit gives me strength again
And oh, the beauty of Your majesty
On the cross You showed Your love for me

And I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It’s Your mercy that has made me free!

You’re beautiful, my Lord
You’re beautiful, my Lord

I am lifted by Your love to sing!
It's Your mercy that has made me free!




Thursday, March 26, 2009

While I'm waiting - John Waller

Aights.. it's time to wipe the dust off this blog and give it some colors. I don't really know if forever sitting on the stairs will ever bring us higher.

So, i watched a movie in CG y'day night entitled 'FIREPROOF' and it is filled with deep insides about marriage that draws one mind to a stand still ponder of relationships and how God intended it to be. Grab hold of the movie if you have the chance yea =)

I've come to realize, with the help of God that I'm going no where far because I'm not going/running towards HIM. Lead your heart and never allow it room to lead you together with it's ow-so-cunning assistant - Ms. Feelings.

'While I'm waiting' by John Waller is such a simple, soothing and assuring song that I'm holding dear in my life now. While I'm waiting on you God, I owe it to myself to be molded, nurtured and built by You. Sweet waves will come crashing over you one day.. just stay afloat and you'll find out ;)







I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait

I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord

Time is like a screwdriver
It can either loosen or tighten
You go figure...